Tonight rasa macam nak bercerita pasal kecantikan. In this world, whether man or woman everyone wants to be beautiful, feel beautiful and seen beautiful by others. Kan. Me too. That's why I've always tried real hard to be among the beauty-licious girls. Sometimes it's happened but mostly it don't.
I wonder why, I'm asking myself. I tried so much hard to be beautiful, wearing some make up like lipstick, blusher, eyeliner and also buying food skin. Just to be seen as gorgeous as cover girl magazine. How silly i am. Tapi itu dulu kan waktu kecik kecik. Waktu baru nak grow up senang cerita waktu tengah bodoh. In my mind dah set yang pretty girls have fair and flawless skin. Jealous betul waktu tu, and I feel like i'm loser. Yelah pasal tak cantik macam diorang. Sedangkan waktu tu, my skin never got visited by pimples or whatsoever. I should be grateful.
Back then, waktu masih jauh dari matured. Selalu wearing make up even nak pergi kedai depan rumah. Boo me please. I felt so teribble and lack of confident kalau keluar without make up. Rasa diri dah macam boneka masa tu, eh tak rasa aku lah yang paling cantik masa tu. Hahaha.
But when time flies and i become a bit matured than before I started to ask myself, is this the right way to be beautiful ? By wearing make up all the time. And I found the answer is NO. Mungkin la sebab dah malas nak tepek segala benda bila nak keluar jalan jalan. I think it is because of hormone and maybe in our bodies ada hormon yang dikeluarkan yang membuatkan kita rasa malas nak mekap mekap bila dah tua tua nie kan. Pasal I found some of my friends yang dah tua tua tu, they told me they feel lazy to put all those make up thingy on their faces.
I used to go to class by not putting any make up on my face and my classmates like "whoaaa". What happen to you fie. You look so pale. See, i told you already. I have a pale colour skin. Then, I made up my decision. Tak nak dah mekap tebal segala. Sekarang I only put bedak sikit, eyeliner sikit, and lipstick. Done. And if I have to wear thick make up i'll feel berat nya muka aku and rasa tak selesa, melekit dan sebagainya. Mungkinkan ini satu petanda bahawa aku sudah tua ? Maybe yes maybe no.
Oh here a bit advice from me for you girls out there. Every girls are gorgeous and beautiful in their own ways, for those yang berkulit gelap you still looks cantik dan manis, and for you yang berkulit putih sometimes ada banyak masalah for being too fair kan. Like pimples anda mudah dikenal pasti oleh rakan rakan. Heee. So, be grateful for what you have. Tinggi, rendah, putih, hitam, gemuk, kurus you are awesome in your own ways. No denial. So kalau jumpa orang yang kau rasa far from beautiful and kau lagi cantik dari dia pasal kau kurus, kau tinggi, kau rasa kau pefect, I think you should kill yourself. You should not have those perception or being judgmental.Because nobody perfect.
|Nie aku waktu suka main mekap mekap. Cantik kan. :')|
p/s : Don't tell others. She is Miranda Kerr, one of the best Victoria Secret models. And I'm sooo in love with her.