Paranoid ? Trust it

Have you ever experience the unease feelings ? Like something bad is going to happen to you or someone close to you. This few days I had this unease feelings , my instinct told me that something bad will happen soon. Tapi biasalah, I ignored it takut dikata orang paranoid ke apa kan.  Arghhh but that had happened. Something which I want to avoid, tak teruk mana pun tapi unease feelings tu terjawab jugak akhirnya.

Last few days around three four days ago my little brother, the youngest one asked permission from my mom to go to Jeram Pasu with his exclassmates (when he was in primary school). He's only thirteen tapi katanya nak buat reunion kecil kecilan since dia dah apart lama dengan kawan kawan. Tapi sebab Jeram Pasu tu jauh pulak tu tempat hutan lipur tempat mandi manda dan cuaca sekarang pulak tak menentu umi takut nak lepas, takut any bad things happen to him. Thus my youngest brother, I call him Baby ( huahua) nie jenis degil lepas tu suka merajuk dan degil lagi, dia nak jugak ke sana. Even though ayah memang larang keras gila keras but still he wants to go. Okay then umi benarkan, with a lot of condition needs to be followed like jangan mandi tempat dalam, ayah pergi hantar dan ambil, siapa kawan kawan umi nak nombor handphone diorang and etc. Fuhhhh nampak tak betapa beratnya nak lepaskan dia pergi ke sana lastly dia pergi jugak. Ayah hantar. Around pukul 4 lepas asar macam tu, ayah tanya bila baby nak balik dan umi called him.  Eh eh eh orang lain picked up the call, umi tanya siapa. Dia jawab dia nie entah nama apa entah tinggal dekat KB, someone left the handphone at his shop. Umi dah pelik tapi sebab line celcom tak berapa nak betul dua tiga hari tu jadi kami ingat mungkin termasuk line orang lain la kot. Hahaha. Lepas tu dia balik, dushhhhh like my instinct told me, he lost his handphone. Sighhh, its only Nokia Lumia but it cost rm700 something.

Haaaa nie kes hari nie, happened to my third brother Qayuum. Tempat kejadian sama, waktu je yang berbeza. Disebabkan dia nie sekolah di mrsm, pulang pun kadang kadang je dia memang banyak gila menghabiskan masa dekat luar pergi futsal lah, pergi jamming lah, pergi mandi manda lah. Yang nie schoolmate called pagi pagi lagi cakap nak pergi mandi di Jeram Pasu, schoolmates pulak tinggal di KB so need someone yang familiar dengan tempat tu lah untuk temankan diorang. Jadinya pagi tak pagi lah dalam pukul 12 macam tu dia bagi tahu umi nak ke sana, umi kata eh tak makan dulu ke. Dia cakap nak cepat, and he left house without salam dengan umi like he always do. Macam tanda kan. Then waktu dia pergi Jeram Pasu tu aku keluar rumah pergi cari barang sikit tapi hati aku fikiran aku asyik teringat dekat dia. Tetiba terlintas dalam kepala aisyyy kang accident. Tak tahu kenapa benda macam tu boleh terlintas di fikiran nie. Balik tu, dushhh like what had crossed my mind. Memang accident pun, tapi sorang sorang lah. Jatuh motor dekat simpang siur berliku liku penuh dengan pasir dan batu batu halus. Aduiii nasib baik tak ada patah riuk ke apa, cuma luka luka di few part. Paling teruk di kawasan lutut luka agak dalam kena jahit tapi sebab budak saya takut jarum kan jadi doktor just sapu sapu ubat je dan tak jahit. Dah la esok nak kena hantar balik ke mrsm since he was choosen untuk ke UPM untuk program insentif bagi subjek English for a month. Jadi macam nie tak tahu lah macam mana nak kesana lagi tak pergi rugi, golden opportunity kot.


Ahha, nie lah yang aku nak bagitahu. I don't know how to explain this feeling but I can smell something bad going to happen to anyone around me. Ahhh I'm going to trust this unease feelings kalau lain kali aku rasa macam nie lagi. Alhamdulilah, nothing bad happened to both of my boys. Biasalah budak nak membesar harus lah rasa jatuh, luka, hadap lah few bad things nanti besar tak ada lah jatuh sikit auuuwww macam pon pon. Hahaha.

Nie budak jatuh motor, gua cakap sama lu hanyirrr gilos bau darah. Muka ketat takut nak jumpa doktor.